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hi i need to play sora and i need your help to do so

if you play from a canon you know i'm familiar with you can probably just leave a blank post (with a canon point) and i'll throw sora into your world because he can do that

if not (or if you have other ideas or are a castmate) then you can write something up to start!!

or just ask me about what we should do idk play with me

his canon point is post-kh2
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[somehow, he expected this. this must be what having a puppy feels like. wanting some alone time leads to the puppy following you wherever you go, whether it be to the dark realm or to the school roof.

leave it to sora to counteract the brooding in the most sora-- no wait, most stupid way possible. same thing usually. this way also leads to riku snorting and smiling the softest bit. sora always has to be sora and that's the way it should be. as undeserving as he may be of this friendship (and kairi's, too), he wouldn't trade it for the universe.

though maybe him being a little less sora couldn't hurt in this case. eat his keyblade? really??]


Last I checked, skipping lunch doesn't amount to fasting for a month.

[just one meal won't make him hungry enough to attempt devouring a magical weapon, gosh!! he lets the keyblade vanish with a flash and drops his arm back down to his side.]

Weren't you eating lunch with Kairi?

[or at least that's the assumption riku banked on before coming up here.]
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[he doesn't do more than roll his head in sora's direction when he sits. again, none of this comes as a surprise. not sora sitting down, not the being offered lunch, not even his two friends thinking of him: it's what people as kindhearted as those two do.

they're not like him.

it's a nice feeling, though, knowing people care enough to find him. being in the darkness for so long made him almost forget how friendships work. mickey was a great friend, too, but different. childhood friends sharing their lunch with you doesn't compare to anything else. that brings him back to the original question at hand and also makes his expression return to its earlier somberness: does he deserve any of this?

riku looks back up at the sky before closing his eyes.]


It's fine. You gotta eat more or you'll never hit that growth spurt.

[one thing that never changes is his bad mouth. hey, sarcasm and teasing keeps a guy going even in his darkest hour.]
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[the snort that comes ends up strong enough to make riku start coughing. saliva down the wrong pipe. ouch. coughing and laughing ends up an unpleasant combo but how can he not laugh. what a terrible comeback. 1/10.

looking over at sora and seeing that silly pose alongside that dorky pout only amuses him further (and it lifts his mood a teeny fraction. leave it to sora to be able to do so without any effort). tall like a kid and looks like a kid. that growth spurt may never happen at this rate, which is fine by riku. teasing the squirt about being vertically challenged forever is a-okay by the tree.]


Really? Come on, Sora, that can't be the best the Keyblade Master's got.

[at least try a little. riku's got his own sore spots and sora can hit them if he tries. or maybe he can't and this'll be one of his victories. what does this make the score? hmm can't remember so let's just say 10 to 1. sora gets a bonus point for saving his ass back with xemnas.]

ugh they are. they're two stupid, cute idiots

Date: 2017-02-26 04:53 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[so sappy but it only makes the atmosphere all the more wholesome. memories surface of days past where they'd lay lie this together. back then, they both dreamed of seeing other worlds. sora probably only thought it a fantasy but riku's dreams were fueled by the knowledge that they exist.

that knowledge led to obsession which led to darkness.

though the mood feels less oppressive, the commentary and memories cause riku's mirth to vanish. his expression doesn't grow as grave as before, but it takes on a definite thoughtfulness. he isn't strong. sure, his skills with a weapon are impressive and, being realistic, he could win against most any opponent (modesty's never been his strong point) but that alone isn't strength. what sora has is strength. that heart --that kind and unwavering heart-- is the strongest of all.

his own heart... it's strong enough to wield a keyblade but still remains susceptible to darkness.]


Can you really say that even though there's still darkness inside me?

[can he really still be fit for a keyblade? can he really be fit to remain here at sora's side? riku honestly isn't certain.]
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[he'll always be him. that... that's nice to hear. sora earnestly believes it, too. riku remembers how hard he tried to push sora away when he took on ansem's appearance. no matter how he tried and no matter what he looked like, sora still stood by him. a true friend.

sora accepting him doesn't means riku accepts himself, wherein rests the biggest issue. this lingering darkness bugs him. ...no, lying about it gets him nowhere. it scares him. funny how the darkness once so eagerly embraced frightens him now. losing himself and harming his friends further isn't impossible, not as long as his heart still harbors darkness within.

he doesn't want to talk about it, truth be told, but there isn't any reason to lie when sora's got it figured out.]


Yeah. I thought I'd try to get my head on straight.

[he sighs.]

But all I keep coming back to is that I shouldn't be here.

[it's a hard truth to swallow, but riku can't find any other truth aside from this one.]

same to you! your sora is darling~

Date: 2017-02-26 11:03 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[a soft laugh comes at that reply. a simple answer from a simple person. riku himself isn't nearly so simple-minded, for better or for worse. he wishes he could see things the same way sora does sometimes. since he's here that means it's okay for him to be here, huh?]

Is it really that simple?

[so simple a logic ends up both endearing and difficult to swallow. riku rolls his head over in sora's direction.]

Is it really okay for me to be here even if I may end up hurting everyone again?

[not that he actively plans on doing so. it's just, you know, things happen. whenever darkness exists, it has the potential to get out of control. no one can fully wield the darkness to their whims; it overpowers your mind and body the instant you show any weakness. it won't ever go away, either. darkness will always lurk in his heart. he won't give in to it, not as long as he has the keyblade to guide him toward the light; it's just a worry that somehow something akin to ansem will rise from that darkness anyway.

or may he's worrying too much. using one's brain has that downside.]
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[riku watches sora a moment longer before also turning his gaze skyward. always so simple yet always so complicated. normal, though. things have always been like this. that balance between them never wavers, does it?]

You're right; I don't. [a beat.] But maybe you, and Kairi, believing it is enough for now.

[although that fails to solve the question of whether or not he belongs, it'll suffice until riku figures stuff out for himself. at the very least, he plans on protecting what matters while sticking around. a small smile tugs at his lips. oh. right. darkness or light, good or bad, he can --and will-- do that much. a hand reaches out toward the sky and his keyblade flashes back into his hand.

does he deserve it? can he overcome the darkness? who knows. but one thing becomes clear and that's what riku gained.

the strength to protect what matters.]


And regardless of what I believe, I still plan on protecting those precious to me.

[doubts won't stop him from doing this much.]

<3

Date: 2017-03-01 01:58 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] undauntingdawn
[battling one's own thoughts takes a lot of effort. riku won't give up the fight, but winning it won't happen over night. that's fine, though. however long it takes, he'll sort it all out. and not alone this time; his friends are always by his side. it remains odd not going at things alone after so long, but it can't be called an unpleasant oddity.

no wonder friends give sora so much strength. knowing people stand by you and remain connected no matter how far apart makes anyone feel as though they could take on the world. he has that now. or again, rather. to think he thought it impossible to have friends like this after so long in the darkness or that he scoffed at the idea of friends providing strength... boy, was he stupid. maybe he still is, but at least he isn't alone.

it's nice having friends.

friends also wouldn't be friends without some teasing, hence why his smile turns the teeniest bit mischevious.]


All right, I guess I'll do what I want now then, too.

[and what does he want? to ruffle sora's feathers a bit. nothing much, just a little fun between friends.

thus after letting the keyblade vanish, riku sits on up, reaches for the lunch sora brought up and digs in. what? eating sounds good and sora did offer! does he make sure to grab sora's most favorite part of it to start? of course. half is half but not specifying which half is a bad idea with someone as big a jerk as riku. some things never change.]

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